Panic grips my throat but I stand my ground with the invisible force in front of me. It grabs me by the legs and I struggle and fight it. I can't/won't scream out and the rage to hold my own rises up through my body and into my mind. It's then I realise that I am inside a dream. I cast a mental circle around myself covered in pentagrams, reiki symbols and sometimes the idea of salt. Then within seconds I am awake and looking out of my bedroom window. I find it easier to get out of bed once I've had a nightmare to stop me going back into it. If it's a particularly bad one I'll go make myself a cuppa before I go back to sleep. I read once that a hot drink can be enough to change your body chemistry to stop you going back into a dream you don't like. The symbols in my dreams are always the same. I have lost count of how many times I've dreampt that I've been walking through my house and all the doors are open. I run around frantically trying to close them and as soon as I do I wake up. It's all symbolic for me going to sleep too psychicially open. I've left myself open to whatever energy that feels like coming though which is never a good space. The invisible entity in my dreams is EXACTLY like that one from the horror movie “Paranormal activity”. Without form, malicious but, I always get the feeling that if I leave it alone it won't bother me.
Do I believe in dark entities? Not really. But I do believe that fear based and emotionally charged energy can, in some cases become translateable in a way that looks like it. I've connected with spirits that are “stuck” in a fear based loop but a gentle nudge often moves them on their way. Most of the time when people tell me that their house is haunted it's just energy that has become a little charged or more often than not a cross section in the time line. On the extremely rare occasion it is a “stuck” spirit the second you offer them a helping hand to remember their light they move quickly. Now I've had a few phone calls from people who think or believe in malign or evil entities but I've never come across one. I have come across energies that have behaved and moved like one but that's normally because it has been looked at through that lens for so long that it takes on the form or the idea or the belief of the person looking at it. We create our own reality at all levels and our spiritual partnerships are no different. There is nothing a circle of salt can't stop in it's tracks. It's a universal barrier and one that has been used by mystics for centuries.
If you find yourself in a place where you feel that there is an “iffy” energy about or even if you feel like it's something much darker I shall offer you three tips to move it along.
Pray for light and angels to shower their grace over the space.
Sprinkle salt water and burn white sage.
Visualise angels, protective symbols and familiar spirits guariding your doorways.
I know these seem simple but you'd be surprised when done consistently how effective they are. Remember that the world is built out of the substance of love. That is the premise on which everything is created. When something is that far out of alignment it can be easily called back to it's own centre by showing up with a heart full of love. My house has so much spiritual traffic because of my clients I have to be thorough when it comes to cleansing and making sure that the emotional connection that is often shared doesn't become something that seeps into the walls and takes on a life of it's own. You have a right to claim your space. You have a right to be the dominant spiritual energy within your own life, within your own home. Fear manifests fear. Show up with a heart full of love and you are unstoppable.
Thank you,
Big Love,
Ryan James x
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