You have to focus on what it is you are creating. You have to sew it into the fabric of your day to day life. You also have to hold it as sacred. But, it can't be special. It can't be separate. It can't be exhalted and you cannot pretend to own what it is that you are creating. We are wardens of all things not owners of them. When you are trying to create a better life for yourself you have to remember that you are a passenger of life itself. That life is a consciousness beyond anything that we can really understand but that doesn't mean we can't work with it and that it's intention for us is to live our highest expression. Listen to the life that is living you. Therein lay the peace, the understanding and knowledge that you are looking for. Inside you there is a peace, a silence, a loud roar, a fury, an understanding, limitless expression, inside you and all around you there is life and you get the absolute blessing to be in constant communication with it. It is working for you and with you but are you working with it?
I remember looking at the world around having figured out manifestation at the tender age of 16 and thinking of it as a giant catalog. I could pretty much get whatever I wanted in physical terms and the Universe would open it's doors for me and deliver. I was too young and too ego centred to understand that it works both ways. The world wants something from you too. It built you with a specific intention. You are created so perfectly that your greatest joy is the very thing that is your gift to the planet. You may not see the benefits of that within your current lifetime. You might be the drop in the ocean that is the tipping point to create a storm so fierce it changes the world forever. You may not reap financial benefit from your joy, then again you might, that is sometimes within your control to do so. Sometimes it isn't. If you can make it work for you in that way go for it. Look for the things that light you up from the inside out. That is the energy that you are bringing to the planet. How it expresses itself is the co creative process.
Once you have centred yourself within your energy and you are living your joy that's when the fun begins. By fun, I mean that your entire life will often turn itself upside down to match what is in your heart. People will fall away, relationships will fundamentaly change, life as you have lived it will never be the same again. You might try to crawl back into that space but you can't. It's like a pair of shoes that have outlived their use. Now it's your job to dance, linger, hang out n the space of Joy and watch as it and your intuition work together to lead you to where you are of most use. That will change from time to time so it's important to continue listening. Evolution of self is not a one time deal. Its a process that lasts longer than a lifetime. It began before you took your first breath and will last long after. You are the expansion of life itself, incarnated in human shape for a brief experience of the idea of form. These wonderful boundaries are platforms to create within and around. Enjoy them. Find the joy in them. Your mission should you choose to accept it is to find the place of a deep belly laugh and live there.
Thank you,
Big Love,
Ryan James x