Well what a start to the week! No sooner had I limped home from Uplands ( hurt my knee yesterday ) and sent out my tarot card on social media I received a call from Stuarts work saying that he is ill and needs to come home. Thankfully one of his work mates brought him back and I have to admit that I panicked a little because he's never ill. So to see him suffering from a migraine so bad that he's actually sick from it was bracing. I wanted to cancel all my clients to look after him but he said he'd be O.K but as it would happen half my day didn't turn up anyway. So I'm donning a Florence Nightingale tabbard and for today I shall be mainly caring! Right now he's sleeping away upstairs and I'm letting him rest. It's strange how clients do drop off when I need my attention to be on something else. It happens a lot. When a family emergency comes up or I'm not feeling well more often than not I don't have to rearrange clients because they cancel themselves. It's just another reminder to me of synchronicity. I get to do just enough to keep my mind level and the rest of my time my attention is on what it needs to be.
I read a quote recently that has stuck. “Life's rejection is sometimes God's protection.”. I swear there are so many times when I got lifted out, stopped or just plain failed at something I was doing and at the time it feels awful, but, not so long after I see that the “failure” turned out to be the best thing for me. I know that the Universe has my back. I know that everything is always working out for me. It may not seem like it at the time. What I'm going through might completely suck but I know that it's all in my best interests. Hindsight is 20/20 and it's through that lens you can look over your past and see how each thing you have experienced has within it a seed for your exponential growth. The Universe is always calling you towards the best version of yourself which is why sometimes if a path is going to lead you somewhere dark then the Universe will intervene. I know this can make people feel uncomfortable because it seems to negate free will but sometimes the will of the whole that is you needs you somewhere else. There really is a divine order to life and the more you learn to listen to that order the better for you.
It all comes down to the small voice of God within all of us. I'm not fussy on how it's languaged, God, Universe, intuition, it's the wisest, most enlightened part of us that calls us repeatedly in the direction of our best good. Sometimes through absolute stubbornness or a habitual fear the Universe needs to break down where you are in order to give birth to a better you. This is why when something is taken away from me these days I make the choice to let it go. If someone is pulled out of my life I wish them well. If something I am working towards completely flops then I don't stay in a lamented state for too long. My soul will always try and show itself to me not just through my actions but also through my life. There is a calling out there that you might be missing because you are stuck on something. Don't hate yourself or the Universe for removing the blockage. You haven't been set upon, you have been set free.
Thank you for reading,
Big Love,
Ryan James x
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