Everything you are is reflected in everything you see and everywhere you go you see pieces of who you are. Sometimes you see pieces of who you are becoming and sometimes you see pieces of who you've been but make no mistake, everything you encounter is brought into your life by your spirit. The culmination, the total equation of your energy is replicated and the reflected back to you. Your energy content literally governs the shape and form of your life. We call these energy patters beliefs, or thoughts, or emotional behaviours but they're all energy and you are able to sway yourself in one direction or another. There is often a misunderstood belief in current mysticism that the conscious self purely manifests by itself but that's not the whole truth of the situation. The whole of who you are, your entire spirit is what is co creating your life with the Universe.
This is why I place so much emphasis on understanding yourself and on loving yourself. I have seen first hand the dramatic changes it can make to your life. If I hadn't learned to love myself then I could not have accepted love into my life. If I hadn't learned to respect myself then I couldn't have created beautiful friendships in my life. These things really do go hand in hand and yes YOU are the instigator of it all. You spirit has many ways of letting you know where your energy is going, it can speak to you through intuition or emotional content. For instance if you feel tired and worn out all of the time and not just body tired but spirit wearing thin type tired, then that's a good hunch you're not listening to who you are. If you have to control everyone in your life and manipulate to get what you want then that's another sign you're not doing so good.
I recommend to everyone that keeping a journal helps. For me the writing down process helps me see right in front of my eyes where I am in relation to everything else. If there is chaos I
see it there on the page, if there's love I see it on the page, if there's inaction I see it right in front of my face. Start there today. Pick up and a pen and paper and write down everything, you'll catch glimpses of where you are and when you know where you are you know where to begin.
Big Love
Ryan James