When you're not getting what you want...
I count myself as very lucky to be able to do the job I do. To have a demand for my work and to have an expanding and consistent client base is the perfect learning place for me. I am constantly enriched by the wonderful people who walk through my doors and allow me to catch a glimpse of their spirit. I had another wonderful teacher this last week in the shape of a wonderful client who reminded me of the value of forgiving myself. I would like to offer a piece of that out to you today.
I didn't always want to be a psychic, in fact, I spent most of my youth trying to run or to hide from it. I wrestled particularly hard against it in my early twenties and latched onto many other ideas and goals and dreams in order for me to shift my attention from my sensitivity. I even managed at points to convince myself that this wasn't the work I was supposed to do on the planet. Yet every time a dream fell flat on it's face, or a goal imploded there I was again, time after time, sitting with some wonderful people sharing my perspective on things. This is the nature of who I am and I have had the privilege of turning it into what I do.
This wonderful client unravelled her life in front of me and I could see so much of my own history in her words. If a dream you are wanting is not coming to pass consider the idea that it is not born of who you are. You haven't “failed” at anything, you only feel like you've failed until you've learned. Understand that every experience teaches you to be more of who you are and in being more of your true self you have the opportunity to bring more love and light to the planet.
If your life does not look the way you thought it would look or feel the way you wanted it to feel then all that really means is that you were dreaming too small.
YOU are your purpose on the planet. If a life plan or dream falls flat on it's face, then listen to who you are. Do you need to think bigger? Do you need to love more? Do you need to let it go? Is what you are chasing an extension of your truest self? FORGIVE yourself for the things you are calling mistakes. They are lessons in nature and content. Love yourself enough to absorb everything you've learned and be silent enough to allow the Universe to guide you to your next step.
You may not be getting what you want right now, you may just be getting the lessons you need to get you there.
Big Love
Ryan James
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