I love surrendering to my spirit and completely delving into times of deep personal transformation. I love watching as the effects of what is elevated within me ripples outwards into my life and changes everything around me. It is something that is happening at the moment and more I surrender the more opportunities are being brought to me. As with every change that happens within my life things that no longer a match to where I am energetically have a choice, join in the ride or fade away. Previously I have held my self back because I was afraid of losing people, afraid of letting go, afraid of the physical change but eventually my need to feel good became dominant. I have watched previously within big life shifts as friends fade away and new ones turn up, old ones turn up, family dynamics shift and my work practice drastically alters. When you are working on your own happiness you have to be prepared for this. You have to be prepared to surrender everything to the Universe as it rearranges everything around you to match what is going on within you. It takes a little bit of time for your outer and inner life to align.
I tend to see the changes first with my clients. Which would make sense as you are the ones I am most spiritually intimate with. When I am changing and elevating my energies the dynamics of that intimacy change. I see clients fall away and new ones turn up, I see a change in the way that I interact with you. Recently I have become so much clearer in who I am and what I want from myself that it has shown strongly in what I do. I am able to see deeper into the energies around me and I interpret them more clearly. I am evolving and changing all the time, I am constantly creating a clearer and brighter space within myself and today I am seeing the deep ripple effect of that change. When you physically interact with the effects of what you have put out there into the Universe there is no feeling quite like it. The deep sense of ease that flows over you, the deep sense of purpose that fills your boots and the deep resonance of love that warms your chest is undeniable. The dynamics of happiness are not simple. It is a moving and constantly growing energy that you have to be attentive to. What makes you happy today may not make you happy tomorrow. Be brave enough to seek it out and be ready for the change that will bring.
When I first found my happiness, when I first stepped into true peace I lost pretty much everything within my life. My business collapsed around me, a complete circle of friends dissapeared and a relationship ended but I have to be honest, even though my external life was in deep transition I never felt more centred. With each piece that broke away there was more room for the new me. When new friends, a new relationship and new clients turned up they now matched who I am today. Everyone around me is in resonance with my spirit and it feels amazing. I can't imagine where I would be today if I had tried to hang on to the people I was surrounded with whilst trying to step into who I am now. It just wouldn't have happened. I would still be emotionally numbing or stunting myself. I was worth my own happiness. I am worth my own happiness, and so are you. Be ready to lose everything when you step into peace, you may not have to lose everything, most things will rise to your level but some will fall away and you have to be prepared for that. You are worthy of feeling good and if you aren't there yet, you're on your way. Just let go and dive into who you really are.
Thank you for listening,
Big Love,
Ryan James
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